I was thinking about something this morning. People who question the existence of God and/or Jesus always ask, “Why do bad things happen to good people?” What I was wondering is why no one ever asks why good things happen to bad people. Well, the people who wrote the Psalms in the Bible did, but today, no one asks that. Just a strange thought I had
As I think of faith and the Church, I think of the Sara Grove’s song “Awakening”. It’s one of my favorite songs.
Dress down your pretty faith, give me something real
Leave out the Thee and Thou and speak to me now
Speak to my pain and confusion
Speak through my fears and my pride
Speak to the part of me that knows I’m something deep down inside
I woke up this morning and realized
Jesus is not a portrait
Or stained glass windows or hymns
Or all the tradition that surrounds us
I thought it would be hard to believe in, but it’s not hard at all
To believe I’ve sinned
And fallen short of the glory of God
And it’s not just a sign or a sacrament
It’s not just a metaphor for love
The blood is real and it’s not just a symbol of our faith
So many in the Church today feel like they need to put on masks and pretend everything is fine when it’s not. They “dress up” their faith, as if trying to make it more attractive to non-Christians or trying to hide that they still have feelings and pain and struggles from their fellow Christians. In reality, I believe that what people want to see more than anything today is that faith in Jesus Christ makes a difference in our everyday lives - that it doesn’t just give us hope for eternity, but hope for today. I believe if the Church really were willing to be vulnerable and honest and open about today’s pain and tomorrow’s hope, we wouldn’t be able to keep people away.
I don’t know if anyone’s been following the news story of the pastor who was shot in the back by his wife, but I’ve been watching the case pretty closely.
‘Perfect wife’ confesses to preacher’s slaying, police say
I wonder what was going on with Mary Winkler that she couldn’t reach out to those around her and find help. That’s not what the church is supposed to be like. An article I read in a magazine at Roy’s office yesterday suggested postpartum depression. Maybe it was, but it still makes me sad that there was no one she could reach out to.